I'm glad to know that i'm still moving on this "bridge of life". After all those bad times and good times, now i'm here. I bet i can't be where i am now without the support of both my family and friends.

To be honest, there was one time when i really REALLY hate my mum. Why? She expected too much from me. Coz i'm the last child. Coz i got a sister. Coz i got a brother. Coz i got a computer earlier than them. Coz i got everything they wanted. Coz i'm just me.

She always kept saying stuffs like "i should be grateful i got this that this". That sentence always pisses me off. Coz when she say that, she never think about the things that i never got. The things that i lost. The basic things that everyone has but i don't. The things that i asked for but i got scolded in return.

She never was grateful to me. Whenever i bring back a test paper home. If i failed, i would be scolded like shit. If i just passed, i'll be scolded. If i got like 13/15, she'll asked why i lost the 2 marks. If i got 14/15 she'll asked why i lost the 1 mark. If i got full marks, she will just sign the paper and not say anything.

This post is not meant for me complaining but realising. Only now did i realised that if my mum didn't do all these, i don't think i'll be standing where i am now. If i didn't felt that pressure and stress, i don't think i would had worked harder. Thank you mommy, everyone. =)