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Wednesday, June 17, 2009,

Yo yo fellow loyal readers of Dosh's blog. It's Ika here btw. I forced him to give me the pass for this blog coz i got to do sumthing. I wanna tell the whole world about this dude. You guys had read his previous post rite? So you guys know what happened. Yeah, but don't judge us like those stupid secondary school kids who have a relationship just for the sake of it. Even though Dosh is a secondary skool guy. haha! Too bad! Anywy, let me tell you guys about this MAT.

The first time i met him was at some party at east coast which was like a year ago. I was minding my own business when i saw this sizzling hot, super-stylo hair, air liuh melilih, boleh buat ketagih, adrenaline surging guy walked towards the party with some other mats. I was like "Ouuu...I liike". But i forgot about him soon after coz i thought he was those normal strangers i would have a crush on. But thennnn.

I found out that he was Ellysa's close fren & also ex. I was like "Cool shitz or wat?!!". So being the "malu-malu kukumalu girl" as Dosh would say...I told Ellysa to introduce him to me. =) That blur sotong came & thought he was gonna go fishing with her. Well, we did but I came into the picture. haha!

So day after day i got to know him even better. & to be honest, i found him kerek at the start. HE got that "I don't care if you hate me" look. & the 1st time i ever met him, it was the most shitiest convo ever. It was like,

Ellysa: Hey Dosh, this is Ika. *points to me*

Ika: Hello! =]

Dosh: Oh, okay. -,-

The inner me went like, "WARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!". I really felt like shaking him & going "I'm ika!!! Say Hi god dammit!". & i really hate that -,- face of his. haha! Soooo, we started to get closer & things were going great. My friends were all like "how can you even have a crush on some1 younger than you?". I was perfectly okay with it. I don't really care how others do their thing.

So we got together & he's been supporting me & syirah for our gig band competition. & above all, he really is a great counsellor. The advices & warnings he gave me were all for my good & not bcoz that's the way he want things to happen. & that "tweetybird" song he composed for me was simply touching. Even though he didn't compose the backing track, the lyrics he made were very meaningfull to me.

Compared to the other guys i've met, Dosh is really a flamboyant guy. I'm not exaggerating but seriously, he's like a diamond in a basket of rocks. A chocolate in a basket of vegetables. A leader in a class of idiots. haha! okay enough. You guys get my point rite?

To get a chance to be with him was like getting a backstage pass to some awesome, famous singer/band. There's just something about him that attracts me which i still don't know what up till now. You guys can call me an idiot or watever but i know what i'm talking about. Maybe he never showed you guys that side of him before or maybe he's just faking it in front of me, which i strongly doubt.

My 1st impression of him when i first saw him was, he's some borring guy with a gd look. Then i discovered this side of him,


Yeah, it really shocked me to find the lunatic Dosh. He just did everything out of the box. Never fails to make me smile, laugh, cough, watever you name it man. Sheesh.

I know you guys would wanna know how come we parted then rite? It all started on 6 june 2009. chey! haha! Seriously, it was on that day. I met my ex somehow. Then we like, slowly got closer & i was freakin confused. I kept it a secret to Dosh coz i don't know what to do.

This part of me loves Dosh & i didn't want to leave him but another part of me wants to give my ex a 2nd chance. So, somehow Dosh found out & i respected the way he react. At least he didn't went screaming to my face in front of many people or watsoever. We met up & talked about it.

Eventually laughed at everything that had happened. But Dosh was not comfortable being in his place. I understand that but what came next totally caught me off guard. He decided that we should just be friends. Yeah i cried, it was just too crazy for my brain to register.

He explained to me & i found his point was very agree-able & very the masok akal. Like i said, he's a great adviser. So yeah, we're CLOSE friends now. In fact, i treat him like my younger brother. It's fun to bully him around but i hate it when he takes his revenge. GRRR!

"I hate you so much that i love you". Just where the hell did you get that phrase from? I don't even know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. "chillness & calmness". It sounds so lame but yet, it makes me smile whenever you say that to me when i'm down.

Yeah, this post is going to finish alrdy. I've uploaded songs which are nicer for this blog. Soo...what else can i say? Dosh is a really great guy. That's like the only thing i've been saying since just now ey? haha! okay, Dosh is BODO! haha!!! Amek kao!

Promise me you study hard for your O's heh. Jangan nak main2. In fact, jangan nak main6. Study hard & go to that megatronic watever shit course you wanted. & Dosh, plz don't get another girl. I swear i would be jealous & i would freaking cut her throat, tie her legs, bite her ears & throw her off a cliff. What a great way to end this post...haha. kk.

Toodlez my shnozelz.

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