Saturday, September 13, 2008,
Last night
met hakim and syafiq for prayers...talked to hakim alot about myself...i don't know wat's happening to me now..am i changing to some irritating guy? is it the exams? is it my family? or am i just having menses? hah! ok lame...seriously lar..i've been behaving differently lately...my kor kor also tell me...i keep staring into thin air and i don't even know wat i'm thinking about...hakim told me a past secret which leaves me confused now..if it really true..how i hope the secret really happened in front of me.....then i thought about wat is causing this during the whole journey when i was going home...and i came up to 5 conclusions but i don't know which is it...now i know why secrets must be kept a secret...if it is discovered...it can change people...like people would hate you and stuff....so why tell your secret when people would hate you for telling the truth? dun ask me...ask yourself and find the ans on your own...i'm not being emo or wat..let me tell you i honestly hate emo...i dun even listen to songs anywhere near that genre...i'm just typing wat's in my head
Today
it's 6:02 am..and i'm bored......talked to FIFA in the morning..thankies for layaning me!! talked to her alot about studies...wahlao..she gd in chem!! &&& she's gonna teach me leh!!..coz she now got holiday..and she say she bored...muahahah! i think she's gonna give up when she teaches me =)
later going to skool for the stupid eng oral...i wan sleep lar!! stupid faith khoo--------------------i'm on the way to skool------------------------------------
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ok i'm back from oral..it was quite fun today...i spent the whole day with Qx...met with him at cck int..i waited for him dunno how long...he go berak so long...waited for the bus and bored it...i didn't talk much coz i was tired...sry lar Qx...it's not that i'm angry that you were late...i was too darn sleepy lurh....
reached skool and saw faith khoo at the concourse...i thought the oral was in the class but she took the whole concourse for the oral....she sat at the table near the general office while the person waiting for his/her turn sat like 2 tables away from her...and me and Qx sat at the round table....we sang , played with our wallets, beijing kao ya, the thumb game & talk to wait for our turn...we waited for 1 hour++++ dunno how long....and Qx damn funny...u know before the teacher test you for the oral..u get to read the passage 1st like 2 tables away rite...Qx was reading for like 1 min then i saw him lying down on the table slacking..haha!! this kind of people ar....
i took the oral and it was easy..faith khoo said that i have very good content, i have no problem to talk...just that i sort of mumble the words...and she forced me to open my mouth big big...wahliao..my mouth small and cute alrdy she want me open big big...so hard
finished the oral and ulin & hazizah came...talk talk & talk till faith khoo came back from her break...hazizah and ulin were separated from us coz they haven't take the oral...i sang with Qx in the concourse and faith khoo heard...damn funny..Qx headphones i like ah....like want to steal like dat...=) waited for awhile then i went home with Qx...starting we were damn quiet when we walk past faith khoo...after we were at the general office...straight away we blasted our song....Qx dunno on wat punk song..while i on my usual shits =) we sang as we walked untill the bus stop..haha the security guard gave me the "siao ah" look..as i sang as waved goodbye to him
reached the bus stop and realised christine was walking towards the bus stop too..she walk slow sia!! i also lose...talk to her about pianos with Qx...pianist lar Qx!!! not pianoist..hahah!! i kept talking to him in the bus untill i was thirsty...when i told him to talk he say no story...then got 1 time he say he want tell 1 story...end up he laughed to himself and he still haven't tell me the story...ta ma de...slept like a baby in 302 and i woke up just nice before my stop =) too bad Qx!!
now i'm homed..i think i'm gonna sleep for awhile..then later my sista gonna teach me....aites aites aites..i'm gonna bang my head on the keyboard if i keep on typing....i love you readers...aye! i mean it =)
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